future in doubt

okie, i've completed my A levels (finally~) & yea, gotta seriously plan for my future d.

but, im still blur towards my future. i dunno wut i like, wut im interest in.

cuz, EVERYTHING SEEMS FUN!! =.=

alrite, i have options on my hand, seriously gotta think over it. don wana get regret in my entire life.

1. gynecologist

alrite, gynecologist is a saint work. i'll embrace new life everyday. da most important part, IT BRINGS GREAT FORTUNE. forgive for my greddiness, but i have a family to feed on nxt time.

but during secondary, school have play a process of delivering a baby video clip to us. motive is make us cherish our life. i jz feel like wana puke, & im full for da whole day. yea great, don hv 2 spend 4 lunch. im afraid dat i'll turn out 2 be a gay after be a gyne cuz dat delivery situation makes me feel sick of women. -.-

2. plastic surgeon

plastic surgeon also a saint job. why?? hey, u noe how many people(especially girls) commit suicide cuz of being dumped by their bf for freaking their bf? i will b da SAVIOUR among da ugly one. i'll use my surgery tools to create a devilish figure& angelic face. they will pray me like GOD. i jz feel like im helping people. dat feel so GREAT. but im worried dat i'll turn out 2 be a gay. i'll feel women are fake. while im with them, im jz being together wif silicons & plastics. no parts are real. so guyz may be better. =.=

3. cancer specialist

another saint job. help ppl wif cancerous disease. but gotta alwayz see ppl dying & da most important thing, gotta study like hell. in addition, my mum strongly object it cuz she thought cancer will spread. =.=

4.biotech

okie, this is wut i wanted. it has lotz of branches & i can do wuteva i desire. i can do from hair shampoo, skin product till medicine which can cure many sickness. if im really taking this, im gonna be in medicine field & cure cancerous disease & AIDS. i will gain fame & money. when these comes, gals come too. muahahahaz. maybe i can take da highest award in science field, THE NOBEL PRIZE.

5. gigolo

a fastest way to earn big bucks. although da working time is kinda sick( from midnite till da next morning), but i can satisfy lotz of desperate & lonely hosewives. btw, im a high class gigolo. my job is to make bunch of laoyi to be happy, dat's all. im not gonna sell my body. people alwayz think bad of gigolo. but gigolo also contribute to the country. gigolo helps the development of tourism of Malaysia. dat's pretty cool huh? but ppl who r interested gotta pass HIS exam & get da permit from DA boss 1st...

dat's wut da future gigolos look like~

first blood

exam is finally over!! well, to celebrate the end of our nightmare, we decided 2 watch movie 2 relax ourselves. aww man. dat's awesome.

reached in front of gsc. well we decided to watch beowulf, since it's trailer is damn cool. so we bought da ticket quickly, & rush ourself 4 some food to get into da cinema in time.

we sat in the theater & discovered dat it's not dat cool as we expected. da guy, beowulf like to STRIP when he's goona fight wif da fraky creature. & he alwayz like to dream of gals, like a sex maniac. duh... well, wut's da point stripping when u gonna war?? to scare da enemy with your lil brother??

but i gotta say, it's in 3D & they make it awesomely. & another climax is... ANGELINA JOLIE IS DAMN SEXY WEI~~ muahahahaz... dat's da best 4 guyz. well, i suppose da six pack of beowulf oso make gals high i assume.

* goddess=> angelina jolie*

enjoy da day much although da movie is kinda gross. well, wif frenz together is alwayz da best thing rite??

* dat's wut frenz meant to be*

babysitting day

last friday, i brought my sis & her gang 2 gurney 4 their outing. cool~

luckily i brought my mama there too.

if not.. i cant even imagine dat situation.

i drove them 2 gurney,

& we walked separately after dat.

sis & gang vs me & my mama.

since me & my mama were starving,

we went 2 kim gary 4 lunch.

well, normally people jz left after their lunch.

but we sat there crapping non stop about 4 HOURS.

wut 2 do?? dat's 4 killing time.
while dat time my sis & co. went 2 red box. =.=

went 4 some shopping since our ass were getting cramp. muahahaz

bought a tee. dat's pretty nice. & it's PINK. ghey colour~ i heart it.

after dat, we went 2 redbox 2 meet up wif da gina kia.

well, not miss a chance 4 singing.

my sis actually paid 4 2 hours price,

but dunno why we got extra hours 4 singing.

so dat's good i suppose.

muhahahaha.

after singing, sis & co. went 2 gurney drive 2 eat,

while me & my mum still kinda full.

so they eat,

my mum & me waited in da foodcourt. =.=

after they finished their eating,

it's about 10 d.

woohhoo~ whole day in penang.

sui~

gina kia & da babysitter

sumtimes,
life jz being so unfair,
isn't it?
wut we desire of,
it won't happen,
totally.
wut we want to be at our side,
it'll jz at end up miserably.
wut we dreamt of,
our small small dream will be broken,
jz like glasses,
pieces by pieces,
scattered on da floor.
dissapointment, miserable, furious..
all this makes ppl hv negative mood,
but i guess this make us human grow stronger,
day by day.
we learnt from our mistakes,
our past experience,
& go through da process of pain, heartbreak, dissapointment.
it is vy suffering,
but i guess this is a test,
given by GOD i suppose,
to make us tough 2 stand on everything.
i think da proverbs ' learn where u fall' works.

Jay

Chou

Strikes

Back

ps: thx 2 my bomber 4 boughting me that. appericiate it. =3=

1st anniversary

It had been one year.
Since u were gone.
Time really flies rite?
Still remember dat we were fighting 4 da last battle.
I met u in chem seminar,
but u happened to be gone 4eva after dat,
without any goodbye.
I missed da moment we spent together during primary.
Enjoyable, lotsa laughter.
Although we din meet often after primary,
but we still contact often.
I think, u remembered it rite?
U sent md a x'mas card.
Man, dat's sweet of u.

Really, i miss u much.
I don think we can meet again.
But u r in my heart.
Alwayz.
Rest in peace,
my dearest y.e.s.
Live well in d other world.

deepavali~

my exam falls on deepavali day. everybody is having their holiday except 4 us who r having A levels final. darn. btw, my stats exam is damn shit. past year nvr had dat type of model question oso. completely LOST~!!

okie, don mentioned exam d, deepavali day is suppose 2 b a big day rite?? nirosha a.k.a. shasha, my coursemate invite us 2 her house 4 celebration of deepavali. aww man. sweet of her. if hv free things 2 eat, i wouldn't minde 2 attend, even it is in BM. muahahahz... anyway, we had drove 4 a long time but still cant reach her house. fish have some sort of gap in communication when we were asking direction from nirosha. we departed from college about 3, & we reached by 4.30. =.=

after we reached there, we were stunned. her house is so BIG~!! lol.notice da decoration?? dat's muz be expensive. nirosha welcomed us warmly wif a broad smile. & yea, met up with her old classmates. a lil of awkward, but yea, da feeling is still so nice.

having our late lunch at there. her mum is a good cook. it taste nice & da curry is hot. AWESOME!! well, have a pleasant talk after food.

satisfying look~

fish, don use your shirt 2 wipe your dirt on your mouth la~

da disted gang~

surely, we din miss any chance of cam-whoring.

she looks great in sari, doesn't she?

us*

met up wif a guy, who is also shasha's bestie. god, he never stop talking. he can crapped all da way, & he seems like never out of topics. he's friendly & jovial. da awkwardness vanished instantly. hahaz. he's a great chatter. u can nvr relate him to science field, he's more 2 da communication field. lol.

oh yea, he's ameerudin, or ameer in short.

hit back 2 our home after dat since junlin needa go back earlier. so we said bye 2 everybody & drove off.

time to go home~

i think this can make me 4get a bit bout da exam. really sick of it.

reached home bout 7.30. went 2 sakae sushi wif family. aww~ dat's heaven. have a quick bath & eat luxurious food~this is wut i call luxurious~

me& my bomberposer
mama's boy 4eva~

have a pleasant time in there. talk lotz of crap, enjoy da moment there. i think this can cure my sadness & disspointment towards my exam.

b4 leaving

have a great time today. enjoying da moment wif my family & frenz.

weirdo

developed a strange habit recently.
like 2 spam others friendster account.
not all da time,
jz when boredom strikes.
like 2 look at others photos & testi.
& spam 1 by 1.
sad case.
anything betta can do when boredom strikes??=.=